"i know we had a special friendship and no one can take that from us. we were special, we were important to each other, we loved. that is the most important thing we had. unfortunately it is finished, but i have no regrets. i know, because i felt, that what we had sincere, was beautiful and full of kindness. however, we did not get over it... what is a pitty, because we lost a precious person of our lives. i lost you, you lost me, i lost my bestfriend. we two made mistakes, but if we really had notion of what was going to happen, i know, for sure, that we wouldn't let this happen. i do not blame you, neither me, it was both of us. i already forgot the bad moments, and i just want you to stay with a good image of us, for all we got trough, for all the good moments. i still love you, till the end of my life."

i really love you